Slow.

Slow.

That’s how I’m feeling today.

I have tried to change it all morning and I keep sinking deeper.

A distracted meditation.

A frustratingly unproductive journaling session.

A punishment of a breakfast.

Ok. Ok. Ok.

I surrender.

What is this slowness here to show me?

I am moving THROUGH.

I have been downloading, receiving, transmuting and integrating more and more and more.

And sometimes it gets straight up STUCK.

My mind slows.
My body becomes sluggish.
My attention wanders.
My emotions peak and valley in waves.

On overcast days like this one, the colors seem to pierce through brighter than on the sunniest of days...if we only pause to admire them.